|Posted by Marissa Petal on August 31, 2014 at 12:35 AM|
I'm really, really sorry I haven't been on in like a month. I have decided to go on an unannounced hiatus, thinking that you know, nobody would notice my disappearance. But when I noticed that a few people were questioning where I was, I felt really bad on not saying it.
So here it is; I am on hiatus.
How long? I don't even know.
I had started junior year. For those who haven't experienced junior year yet, consider yourself lucky- for now. And for those who had already experienced junior year, you can understand the anxiety I'm going through.
I don't think that I can have time to blog or tweet or anything up until either I finish my SATs and ACTs (which will be after April) or finish junior year. I was put in a regular science class and that's also a big chunk of anxiety, I'm already starting off algebra 2 with a high C (and its the second week), I have tutoring along with me possibly being in my school's Frozen play. So yeah, lots and lot of anxiety and a lot of exhaustion. Heck, I havent even read that much since school started, and when I haven't read anything, you should be concerned. The only thing that has been relieving me from dropping to the floor and sobbing is that I'm forcing myself to roleplay and write.
So yeah, I am deeply sorry that I haven't been on or blogging. But also, another reason why I'm on hiatus is because there's nothing for me to blog about. My previous post about posting up a guide and my opinion on fishing was 99% of pegasi poop. I was merely on the excitement of finally making a guide. But that excitement is dead and in all truth, I don't find fishing all that appealing. Especially when you don't have membership and you're stuck catching the same fish. Perhaps the next time I may post is when I find out that Wizard101 has put in a new world or the new story line or whatever?
I'm sorry if I made you guys worry about me. Lately, I've felt disconnected from the Twizard Community and it feels like that I don't really talk to you guys that much? Even plus, with all of this anxiety, I feel like that I'm underwater, looking for something that fell to the bottom, and it's just that feeling when you hold in your breath, along with that mix of dread and impatience. And for every little thing i surpass, like getting an A on my science test, or getting the role I wanted for Frozen, those equivalent to me hurriedly swimming back up to the surface just so I can get some air before I breathe in another gulp and dive back in to search for what I'm looking for. That is pretty much the most legit way I'm feeling right now.
Also, if you have me added, and you see that I'm online, that doesn't mean I'm off hiatus. I'll announce when I'm off hiatus but if you see me online, that's mainly because I am roleplaying with my friends and I would really, /really/ like it if you wouldn't port to me. You can whisper to me, but please don't port.
That's all. Once again, I'm really sorry, but I have no choice. I'd rather be honest with you and tell you that I can't do certain things at the moment than forcing myself to post dull, lifeless posts/tweets.
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